Jun 28, 2014

Jacki? You there?

Yep I am here, as usual. I don't know if that is such a great thing to admit to. Right?

I should be off doing things, being someone. Doing something meaningful with my life rather than wasting it. I'm 39 & have nothing to show for it. Well apart from Matt & Mick. I don't even have a bill to my name.... as in utilities bills. Nothing. I own some beads, some jewellery making items & some loom bands (don't ask) I own 3 laptops, 1 desktop...a billion coffee cups &other bits of crap. But nothing that would make a difference in the word, or at least MY world.

I own a back that wont let me enjoy life most of the time, today is one of the bad days. Oh I do own my Fitbit.... I guess that makes a difference in my world. It stops me focusing on other crap. Like no sex. Or no money (come on lotto).

I'm feeling sorry for myself today.

 IGNORE ME.

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Apr 27, 2014

Back into life.

I'm still walking. Being up from 5:30am is a pain, but I can't sleep past then no matter how hard I try. I'm up at 4am some days..... depending on what time my shift is at work.

Oh that's right.... I'm back working bitches. Have been since Nov 1st. Funny how it's a job right next to Coles.... but this place is 100% better. I walk & move constantly in this job. I take my painkiller & off I work. Strange how Coles could not find a job like that there isnt it? I can do an 8hr shift, walking the whole time...and still be ok the next day.

Where do I work? Baker's Delight..... and I'm damn good at my job. I'm happier, treated so much better & despite being there only 6 months I'm moving on up & being put in charge more & more....now tell me that would have happened at Coles. Yeah right.

So now I'm walking a minimum of 30,000 steps a day, running when I can (or not suffering shin splints or a VMO injury) and starting some strength training. All on my own. All without Coles breathing down my neck & accusing me of being a liar. Dr is ok with my fitness level...he's more than impressed with the 39kg I've lost & very supportive of my fasting every 2nd day. He's kinda more relaxed about the fact that I know what is best for me in regards to what I can & can't do.... without Coles breathing down his neck as well. Strange how everyone is happier away from that place & their way of trying to catch you out.

Anyway...100000000% happier (yeah I know there is no such thing) and feeling great about all I can do even while still injured.